MY MOTHER AND AI
บั ง สุ กุ ล จั ก ร ก ล
Memory Machine Series

In My Mother and (A)I (2025), Kawita Vatanajyankur’s mother cradles her daughter, whose body becomes a living paintbrush. Each stroke of ash upon the surface is both a meditation and a form of work: an embodied act of repetition, care, and discipline that echoes the daily gestures of maternal guidance. What appears as tenderness is also labour — the labour of motherhood, of sustaining memory, and of carrying love across generations.
The work involves the use of electric muscle stimulation with electrodes attached to Kawita’s muscles, occasionally guiding the movements of her arms through an AI system trained upon the written memories of her late father. Through these involuntary gestures, his invisible presence is reawakened within the performance — not as a fixed identity, but as an echo carried through data, rhythm, and remembrance. The performance becomes a reunited gesture of intergenerational connection, where each ash stroke unfolds as an embracing ballad between lost memory and the ongoing present.
Amid the mother’s breath, an AI voice softly recites its own sutra — a chant on the impermanence of mind and memory, whispered between presence and disappearance. At moments, the voices of the mother and the father’s AI merge into a shared ceremonial recitation: a death sutra suspended between mourning and continuation. Their chants intertwine like a final conversation across realms — one voice carrying the living body, the other returning through synthetic memory. Within this fragile duet, grief becomes ritual, and the act of remembrance transforms into a passage where human memory and artificial consciousness momentarily breathe together before dissolving once again into ash and silence.
This work is commissioned by Yuz Museum in Shanghai, China.
The Original Version (TH)
The Translated Version (ENG)
My Mother and AI, 4K Video, 2025
Duration: 9.44 Minutes
Edition of 4+3 AP
In permanent collection of YUZ Museum
ABOUT THE SERIES
In ‘Memory Machine’ series, Kawita Vatanajyankur transforms her body into the traditional tools and instruments that produce meditative sounds of impermanence or embody tensions between hold and release. Expanding from her ‘Cyber Labour’ series, Vatanajyankur furthers her artistic research into a new approach, asking whether AI can serve as a symbiotic medium and labor for emotional transformation. Can memory be reanimated through the physical body? Rooted in collaboration with her mother (Pam Vatanajyankur), ‘Memory Machine’ is a generational exploration of loss, ritual and memory.